Sunday, November 9, 2008
Michael is Awesome !
leahcimyrrah (8:22:58 AM): hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeee!!!!!!!!
leahcimyrrah (8:23:04 AM): I MISSED YOUU DUDEE!!
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:17 AM): ='[
leahcimyrrah (8:23:20 AM): whatss uppppp : D
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:20 AM): me too.
leahcimyrrah (8:23:26 AM): D :
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:32 AM): freakinq depressed.
leahcimyrrah (8:23:38 AM): yy
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:41 AM): Vick has a qirlfriend.
leahcimyrrah (8:23:45 AM): again
leahcimyrrah (8:23:45 AM): -_-
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:46 AM): ='[
leahcimyrrah (8:23:47 AM): wtf
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:51 AM): yeah.
leahcimyrrah (8:23:56 AM): who is it this time...
leahcimyrrah (8:24:00 AM): some random girl?
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:11 AM): no his best friend he said he never liked
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:17 AM): nd now their qoin out
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:26 AM): i saw them kissinq nd huggin on friday[Cuzins cell pic.]
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:34 AM): nd i cried my eyes out !
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:36 AM): ='[
leahcimyrrah (8:24:49 AM): ahh :C
leahcimyrrah (8:25:09 AM): do you still love vick? after all hes done
leahcimyrrah (8:25:22 AM): omg like all ur bfs end up screwing you over
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:11 AM): yep
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:15 AM): i LOVE HIM!
leahcimyrrah (8:26:21 AM): WTF
leahcimyrrah (8:26:21 AM): WHY
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:22 AM): its hard to get over him ='[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:25 AM): idk..
leahcimyrrah (8:26:37 AM): ughhhhh v_v :C
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:41 AM): loves a stronq feelinq.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:49 AM): ='[
leahcimyrrah (8:26:50 AM): but he BROKE IT
leahcimyrrah (8:26:53 AM): SEVERAL TIMES
leahcimyrrah (8:27:00 AM): rawrr
leahcimyrrah (8:27:13 AM): and you KNOW a girl like you doesnt deserve a guy like HIM
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:27:53 AM): ughh.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:28:06 AM): i really love him michael.
leahcimyrrah (8:28:45 AM): :/
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:28:50 AM): && quess wut?.
leahcimyrrah (8:28:56 AM): what..
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:29:01 AM): he has the nerve to ask me to be friends
leahcimyrrah (8:29:10 AM): well...dont you want to?
leahcimyrrah (8:29:20 AM): or are you trying to get over him..
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:30:47 AM): BOTH.
leahcimyrrah (8:31:16 AM): so you just...wanna be friends? and nothing more
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:15 AM): I wanna be his qirl.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:18 AM): >='[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:22 AM): but he dont love him,
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:30 AM): omqosh . u know wut killed me?
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:49 AM): He asked him to marry her nd he put it as his status
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:50 AM): ='[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:33:00 AM):
leahcimyrrah (8:33:07 AM): asked who?
leahcimyrrah (8:33:13 AM): whos him..
leahcimyrrah (8:33:25 AM): gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:20 AM): but he dont love him,
leahcimyrrah (8:33:34 AM): o.O
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:34:13 AM): I mean!
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:34:21 AM): He asked her to marry him.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:34:30 AM): [vick]
leahcimyrrah (8:34:39 AM): ohh
leahcimyrrah (8:34:41 AM): lol
leahcimyrrah (8:34:44 AM): umm
leahcimyrrah (8:34:53 AM): ...im pretty sure he doesnt love you...
leahcimyrrah (8:35:28 AM): cmon trisha...stop falling for him...plz...hes not worth it...
leahcimyrrah (8:35:46 AM):
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:35:46 AM): =[ idk
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:35:51 AM): it kills me !
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:35:59 AM): idk how tu get over him,
leahcimyrrah (8:36:53 AM): i know it does...dont worry you will get over him...you'll find a real guy who'll really love you for you
leahcimyrrah (8:36:59 AM): and not like
leahcimyrrah (8:37:04 AM): ur body i guess
leahcimyrrah (8:37:08 AM): you know what i mean right
leahcimyrrah (8:37:40 AM): i mean im not saying that thats the only reason vick 'loved' u ...
leahcimyrrah (8:37:45 AM): he did
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:38:03 AM): lies. HE NEVER LOVED ME.
leahcimyrrah (8:38:19 AM): im sure he liked you for you a teency bit
leahcimyrrah (8:38:22 AM): lol
leahcimyrrah (8:38:28 AM): he should have somewhat
leahcimyrrah (8:38:37 AM): otherwise he wouldnt have gone out with you for so long
leahcimyrrah (8:38:42 AM): but
leahcimyrrah (8:38:48 AM): hes playerish
leahcimyrrah (8:39:03 AM): he was bound to get bored...i know that sounds harsh...
leahcimyrrah (8:39:08 AM): and move on :/
leahcimyrrah (8:39:10 AM): rawr
leahcimyrrah (8:39:15 AM): its really screwed up i know..
leahcimyrrah (8:39:53 AM): but thats how dudes like him are i guess...i mean...he has a sensitive side, but his pride doesnt want him to show it
leahcimyrrah (8:40:22 AM): hes like the only player-dude with a sensitive side; well thats i've ever met
leahcimyrrah (8:40:25 AM): that*
leahcimyrrah (8:40:39 AM): and thats the only thing that bonded you guys together
leahcimyrrah (8:41:29 AM): but he was bound to leave...hes a teenage boy thats like 20% sensitive and 80% player
leahcimyrrah (8:41:32 AM): rawr...
leahcimyrrah (8:41:38 AM): ugh
leahcimyrrah (8:41:43 AM): you get what im trying to say right
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:42:06 AM): yes
leahcimyrrah (8:42:10 AM): werd..
leahcimyrrah (8:42:20 AM): nd u were the only one keeping the relationship alive
leahcimyrrah (8:42:29 AM): it was bound to die though coz of him
leahcimyrrah (8:42:32 AM): werd
leahcimyrrah (8:42:35 AM): :'C
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:42:53 AM): ='[ no.
leahcimyrrah (8:43:00 AM): no?
leahcimyrrah (8:43:07 AM): xplain..
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:43:51 AM): die b/c of him?
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:43:53 AM): how?
leahcimyrrah (8:44:23 AM): couldnt you see that part of him wanted to leave you
leahcimyrrah (8:44:49 AM): i dont know if he truly loved you
leahcimyrrah (8:44:51 AM): like
leahcimyrrah (8:44:56 AM): truly
leahcimyrrah (8:45:11 AM): but he was attached to you
leahcimyrrah (8:45:23 AM): most likely for reasons outside of love
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:45:43 AM): ='[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:45:48 AM): that hurts.
leahcimyrrah (8:45:50 AM): you know...but you were the one that was actually truly loving me
leahcimyrrah (8:45:54 AM): him***
leahcimyrrah (8:45:58 AM): v_v
leahcimyrrah (8:46:08 AM): and that was the only thing keeping it alive
leahcimyrrah (8:46:17 AM): i know it hurts!! that why hes not worth it
leahcimyrrah (8:46:27 AM): YOU dont deserve HIM
leahcimyrrah (8:46:30 AM): at all
leahcimyrrah (8:46:32 AM): you really dont
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:46:56 AM): ='[[[[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:47:13 AM): Your makinq me feel better =]
leahcimyrrah (8:47:25 AM): ...C:
leahcimyrrah (8:47:47 AM): look i know its really painful...extremely painful...because its true love you had
leahcimyrrah (8:47:52 AM): TRUE love
leahcimyrrah (8:47:56 AM): but
leahcimyrrah (8:47:58 AM): it broke
leahcimyrrah (8:48:20 AM): and love is the most powerful feeling ever...its the only thing that give life worth and value
leahcimyrrah (8:48:27 AM): the only thing that gives us reason to live
leahcimyrrah (8:48:40 AM): well... me anyway lol
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:48:43 AM): =[
leahcimyrrah (8:48:45 AM): but grr
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:49:16 AM): friday when i saw him kiss her.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:49:19 AM): OMG.!
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:49:27 AM): u dunno wut went throu my mind.
leahcimyrrah (8:49:30 AM): i wouldn't know...i never had such great feelings of love like you had...and i've been heartbroken and that feels extremely painfuli can only imagine what your going through
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:49:38 AM): my heart broke deeeplyyy.
leahcimyrrah (8:49:46 AM): yea...im sure he did...
leahcimyrrah (8:49:59 AM): i feel so sorry for you...
leahcimyrrah (8:50:10 AM): i jus wanna give you a big hug right now
leahcimyrrah (8:50:19 AM): *hugs* C:
leahcimyrrah (8:50:24 AM): lolzz
leahcimyrrah (8:50:53 AM): omg...i love ur status..
leahcimyrrah (8:51:02 AM): =)
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:51:06 AM): ;]
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:51:10 AM): ur amazinq.
leahcimyrrah (8:52:01 AM): aww...thankz...ur amazing-ERR though : D
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:52:12 AM): im just broken.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:52:15 AM): =/
leahcimyrrah (8:52:38 AM): yea i knoww...but you'll make it through i promise u that
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:52:44 AM): http://brokendreamertrish.blogspot.com/
leahcimyrrah (8:52:47 AM): just dont fall for him again
leahcimyrrah (8:52:52 AM): plz dont
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:52:54 AM): ughh
leahcimyrrah (8:52:56 AM): oo *click*
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:53:00 AM): thats impossiiblee.
leahcimyrrah (8:53:39 AM): i know its gonna be extremely hard, but just think of this convo that just whenever your in doubt
leahcimyrrah (8:53:48 AM): think of everything we just talked about
leahcimyrrah (8:53:52 AM): everthing i just told you
leahcimyrrah (8:54:01 AM): im sure you'll make it through..
leahcimyrrah (8:54:06 AM): umm
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:54:29 AM): yesh
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:54:37 AM): ima put this on my bloqq.
leahcimyrrah (8:54:37 AM): want my number? in case you need a reminder and im not online or something or ur far away from a computer...lol
leahcimyrrah (8:54:40 AM): :O
leahcimyrrah (8:54:47 AM): C:
leahcimyrrah (8:54:52 AM): i feel speciall..
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:55:21 AM): u should feel better than special.
leahcimyrrah (8:55:43 AM):
leahcimyrrah (8:55:51 AM): ur frickin awesome dewd
leahcimyrrah (8:55:59 AM): i love you so much!!
leahcimyrrah (8:56:10 AM): o btw, i became a follower of ur blog =)
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:57:20 AM): Yay
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:57:21 AM): =]]
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:57:27 AM): i Love you too!
leahcimyrrah (8:57:53 AM): C:
leahcimyrrah (8:23:04 AM): I MISSED YOUU DUDEE!!
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:17 AM): ='[
leahcimyrrah (8:23:20 AM): whatss uppppp : D
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:20 AM): me too.
leahcimyrrah (8:23:26 AM): D :
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:32 AM): freakinq depressed.
leahcimyrrah (8:23:38 AM): yy
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:41 AM): Vick has a qirlfriend.
leahcimyrrah (8:23:45 AM): again
leahcimyrrah (8:23:45 AM): -_-
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:46 AM): ='[
leahcimyrrah (8:23:47 AM): wtf
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:23:51 AM): yeah.
leahcimyrrah (8:23:56 AM): who is it this time...
leahcimyrrah (8:24:00 AM): some random girl?
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:11 AM): no his best friend he said he never liked
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:17 AM): nd now their qoin out
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:26 AM): i saw them kissinq nd huggin on friday[Cuzins cell pic.]
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:34 AM): nd i cried my eyes out !
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:24:36 AM): ='[
leahcimyrrah (8:24:49 AM): ahh :C
leahcimyrrah (8:25:09 AM): do you still love vick? after all hes done
leahcimyrrah (8:25:22 AM): omg like all ur bfs end up screwing you over
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:11 AM): yep
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:15 AM): i LOVE HIM!
leahcimyrrah (8:26:21 AM): WTF
leahcimyrrah (8:26:21 AM): WHY
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:22 AM): its hard to get over him ='[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:25 AM): idk..
leahcimyrrah (8:26:37 AM): ughhhhh v_v :C
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:41 AM): loves a stronq feelinq.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:26:49 AM): ='[
leahcimyrrah (8:26:50 AM): but he BROKE IT
leahcimyrrah (8:26:53 AM): SEVERAL TIMES
leahcimyrrah (8:27:00 AM): rawrr
leahcimyrrah (8:27:13 AM): and you KNOW a girl like you doesnt deserve a guy like HIM
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:27:53 AM): ughh.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:28:06 AM): i really love him michael.
leahcimyrrah (8:28:45 AM): :/
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:28:50 AM): && quess wut?.
leahcimyrrah (8:28:56 AM): what..
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:29:01 AM): he has the nerve to ask me to be friends
leahcimyrrah (8:29:10 AM): well...dont you want to?
leahcimyrrah (8:29:20 AM): or are you trying to get over him..
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:30:47 AM): BOTH.
leahcimyrrah (8:31:16 AM): so you just...wanna be friends? and nothing more
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:15 AM): I wanna be his qirl.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:18 AM): >='[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:22 AM): but he dont love him,
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:30 AM): omqosh . u know wut killed me?
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:49 AM): He asked him to marry her nd he put it as his status
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:50 AM): ='[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:33:00 AM):
leahcimyrrah (8:33:07 AM): asked who?
leahcimyrrah (8:33:13 AM): whos him..
leahcimyrrah (8:33:25 AM): gtz ChiC 4 u (8:32:20 AM): but he dont love him,
leahcimyrrah (8:33:34 AM): o.O
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:34:13 AM): I mean!
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:34:21 AM): He asked her to marry him.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:34:30 AM): [vick]
leahcimyrrah (8:34:39 AM): ohh
leahcimyrrah (8:34:41 AM): lol
leahcimyrrah (8:34:44 AM): umm
leahcimyrrah (8:34:53 AM): ...im pretty sure he doesnt love you...
leahcimyrrah (8:35:28 AM): cmon trisha...stop falling for him...plz...hes not worth it...
leahcimyrrah (8:35:46 AM):
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:35:46 AM): =[ idk
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:35:51 AM): it kills me !
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:35:59 AM): idk how tu get over him,
leahcimyrrah (8:36:53 AM): i know it does...dont worry you will get over him...you'll find a real guy who'll really love you for you
leahcimyrrah (8:36:59 AM): and not like
leahcimyrrah (8:37:04 AM): ur body i guess
leahcimyrrah (8:37:08 AM): you know what i mean right
leahcimyrrah (8:37:40 AM): i mean im not saying that thats the only reason vick 'loved' u ...
leahcimyrrah (8:37:45 AM): he did
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:38:03 AM): lies. HE NEVER LOVED ME.
leahcimyrrah (8:38:19 AM): im sure he liked you for you a teency bit
leahcimyrrah (8:38:22 AM): lol
leahcimyrrah (8:38:28 AM): he should have somewhat
leahcimyrrah (8:38:37 AM): otherwise he wouldnt have gone out with you for so long
leahcimyrrah (8:38:42 AM): but
leahcimyrrah (8:38:48 AM): hes playerish
leahcimyrrah (8:39:03 AM): he was bound to get bored...i know that sounds harsh...
leahcimyrrah (8:39:08 AM): and move on :/
leahcimyrrah (8:39:10 AM): rawr
leahcimyrrah (8:39:15 AM): its really screwed up i know..
leahcimyrrah (8:39:53 AM): but thats how dudes like him are i guess...i mean...he has a sensitive side, but his pride doesnt want him to show it
leahcimyrrah (8:40:22 AM): hes like the only player-dude with a sensitive side; well thats i've ever met
leahcimyrrah (8:40:25 AM): that*
leahcimyrrah (8:40:39 AM): and thats the only thing that bonded you guys together
leahcimyrrah (8:41:29 AM): but he was bound to leave...hes a teenage boy thats like 20% sensitive and 80% player
leahcimyrrah (8:41:32 AM): rawr...
leahcimyrrah (8:41:38 AM): ugh
leahcimyrrah (8:41:43 AM): you get what im trying to say right
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:42:06 AM): yes
leahcimyrrah (8:42:10 AM): werd..
leahcimyrrah (8:42:20 AM): nd u were the only one keeping the relationship alive
leahcimyrrah (8:42:29 AM): it was bound to die though coz of him
leahcimyrrah (8:42:32 AM): werd
leahcimyrrah (8:42:35 AM): :'C
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:42:53 AM): ='[ no.
leahcimyrrah (8:43:00 AM): no?
leahcimyrrah (8:43:07 AM): xplain..
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:43:51 AM): die b/c of him?
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:43:53 AM): how?
leahcimyrrah (8:44:23 AM): couldnt you see that part of him wanted to leave you
leahcimyrrah (8:44:49 AM): i dont know if he truly loved you
leahcimyrrah (8:44:51 AM): like
leahcimyrrah (8:44:56 AM): truly
leahcimyrrah (8:45:11 AM): but he was attached to you
leahcimyrrah (8:45:23 AM): most likely for reasons outside of love
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:45:43 AM): ='[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:45:48 AM): that hurts.
leahcimyrrah (8:45:50 AM): you know...but you were the one that was actually truly loving me
leahcimyrrah (8:45:54 AM): him***
leahcimyrrah (8:45:58 AM): v_v
leahcimyrrah (8:46:08 AM): and that was the only thing keeping it alive
leahcimyrrah (8:46:17 AM): i know it hurts!! that why hes not worth it
leahcimyrrah (8:46:27 AM): YOU dont deserve HIM
leahcimyrrah (8:46:30 AM): at all
leahcimyrrah (8:46:32 AM): you really dont
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:46:56 AM): ='[[[[
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:47:13 AM): Your makinq me feel better =]
leahcimyrrah (8:47:25 AM): ...C:
leahcimyrrah (8:47:47 AM): look i know its really painful...extremely painful...because its true love you had
leahcimyrrah (8:47:52 AM): TRUE love
leahcimyrrah (8:47:56 AM): but
leahcimyrrah (8:47:58 AM): it broke
leahcimyrrah (8:48:20 AM): and love is the most powerful feeling ever...its the only thing that give life worth and value
leahcimyrrah (8:48:27 AM): the only thing that gives us reason to live
leahcimyrrah (8:48:40 AM): well... me anyway lol
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:48:43 AM): =[
leahcimyrrah (8:48:45 AM): but grr
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:49:16 AM): friday when i saw him kiss her.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:49:19 AM): OMG.!
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:49:27 AM): u dunno wut went throu my mind.
leahcimyrrah (8:49:30 AM): i wouldn't know...i never had such great feelings of love like you had...and i've been heartbroken and that feels extremely painfuli can only imagine what your going through
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:49:38 AM): my heart broke deeeplyyy.
leahcimyrrah (8:49:46 AM): yea...im sure he did...
leahcimyrrah (8:49:59 AM): i feel so sorry for you...
leahcimyrrah (8:50:10 AM): i jus wanna give you a big hug right now
leahcimyrrah (8:50:19 AM): *hugs* C:
leahcimyrrah (8:50:24 AM): lolzz
leahcimyrrah (8:50:53 AM): omg...i love ur status..
leahcimyrrah (8:51:02 AM): =)
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:51:06 AM): ;]
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:51:10 AM): ur amazinq.
leahcimyrrah (8:52:01 AM): aww...thankz...ur amazing-ERR though : D
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:52:12 AM): im just broken.
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:52:15 AM): =/
leahcimyrrah (8:52:38 AM): yea i knoww...but you'll make it through i promise u that
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:52:44 AM): http://brokendreamertrish.blogspot.com/
leahcimyrrah (8:52:47 AM): just dont fall for him again
leahcimyrrah (8:52:52 AM): plz dont
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:52:54 AM): ughh
leahcimyrrah (8:52:56 AM): oo *click*
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:53:00 AM): thats impossiiblee.
leahcimyrrah (8:53:39 AM): i know its gonna be extremely hard, but just think of this convo that just whenever your in doubt
leahcimyrrah (8:53:48 AM): think of everything we just talked about
leahcimyrrah (8:53:52 AM): everthing i just told you
leahcimyrrah (8:54:01 AM): im sure you'll make it through..
leahcimyrrah (8:54:06 AM): umm
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:54:29 AM): yesh
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:54:37 AM): ima put this on my bloqq.
leahcimyrrah (8:54:37 AM): want my number? in case you need a reminder and im not online or something or ur far away from a computer...lol
leahcimyrrah (8:54:40 AM): :O
leahcimyrrah (8:54:47 AM): C:
leahcimyrrah (8:54:52 AM): i feel speciall..
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:55:21 AM): u should feel better than special.
leahcimyrrah (8:55:43 AM):
leahcimyrrah (8:55:51 AM): ur frickin awesome dewd
leahcimyrrah (8:55:59 AM): i love you so much!!
leahcimyrrah (8:56:10 AM): o btw, i became a follower of ur blog =)
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:57:20 AM): Yay
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:57:21 AM): =]]
gtz ChiC 4 u (8:57:27 AM): i Love you too!
leahcimyrrah (8:57:53 AM): C:
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
BrokeN
I`ve been through so much in life I'm only 15 and i think its the end of the world. Sometimes i wonder if anybody could hear my screams && cries i shed every night. I love crying in the rain it makes me think the rain feels my pain. I cant stand the person i love so much . As much as he hurted my heart , i would still thirst for his love. Maybe its because the way he kisses me or maybe the way he says "iloveyou". Hmph; he doesn't love me.. he moved on.. He tells me that everyday. And sometimes even plays with my mind saying he loves me but doesn't want me? makes no complete sense! He curses at me && calls me whore; i wonder how i became a whore & he`s the one that broke my heart and is fooling around with girls. I try and try each day to get over this feeling deep down inside OUT! with no support i cant!. I don't need to hear I'm better than him/ get over him / he didn't care for me. All i really want is support; tell me every things going to be fine and my broken heart will heal one day*. - Sometimes i wonder; could depression kill a person? ♥Was i good enough for him?
♥B/c why else wont he want me?
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