BrokeN

I`ve been through so much in life I'm only 15 and i think its the end of the world. Sometimes i wonder if anybody could hear my screams && cries i shed every night. I love crying in the rain it makes me think the rain feels my pain. I cant stand the person i love so much . As much as he hurted my heart , i would still thirst for his love. Maybe its because the way he kisses me or maybe the way he says "iloveyou". Hmph; he doesn't love me.. he moved on.. He tells me that everyday. And sometimes even plays with my mind saying he loves me but doesn't want me? makes no complete sense! He curses at me && calls me whore; i wonder how i became a whore & he`s the one that broke my heart and is fooling around with girls. I try and try each day to get over this feeling deep down inside OUT! with no support i cant!. I don't need to hear I'm better than him/ get over him / he didn't care for me. All i really want is support; tell me every things going to be fine and my broken heart will heal one day*. - Sometimes i wonder; could depression kill a person?

i think it would if i try to harm myself, which i wont b/c i know I'm completely smarter than that.
♥Was i good enough for him?
♥B/c why else wont he want me?